
sometimes it’s not so much what is lost,
as what can be found

sometimes it’s not so much what is lost,
as what can be found

i asked her, “if you were a bird, which bird would you be?”
and she answered so close to my soul:
“a raven.”

a vulture came to visit my chimney–
she spread her wings and ruffled her feathers,
and we stared at her in complete reverence

she listens to the crow’s call,
and it’s like coming home

what feels familiar, worn, trusted was once new and strange

Instead of the river, there are now trees. Instead of big, tall windows that let in 14 hours of summer sun, there are smaller, shaded windows and a cooler, darker, sweeter space, sprinkled with dapled spots of bright light. How does “place” define us? Interesting question. I look for deer now, not the heron, I look for the skunk at night. I collect blue jay feathers and listen for the cries of the hawks. I pull the pup from the poison ivy and she looks at me as if to say, “when are we going home?” and I say, “little girl, we are home”.

Dropping out for a little break. Be well and safe.

a bundle of frozen sticks and stones
a gaggle of geese in the snow
a handful of wooden tiles
and a sprinkle of glittering love



let your dreams fly free,
like wild birds,
soaring into the air
and across green horizons

to me, the seagulls are always connected with the river in winter–
resting on the frigid wind currents–
crying out in the deep allegheny valley
that carries their haunting echoes upriver
